So this is going to be a quick post cause I'm really tired and I feel like I need to type this down because I feel like it needs to be said and for me to remember. I guess you can say this post is going to be a constant reminder for me. Actually my whole blog is a constant reminder for me; the good the bad and the ugly. What is this right now uhhh call it what you want.
Before my mind goes off topic cause it just wants to sleep, last night I was with a friend I haven't seen in a while along with his room mates. We were catching up and reminiscing about our old college days; the drama, the rumors, the myths and mostly politics (we were part of the student union).
I'm going to be honest here, I'm still not in a great mood. But I go out and do work, study and sometimes see people cause its better than staying in my room; though I really want to and just sleep forever.
When I was over at my friend's place, I was trying to enjoy myself but internally I was pissed; why? I was mad about the past. Then I got mad at myself for thinking and told myself to shut up multiple times.
I've probably heard this several times by people but, I have to be the one to realize it in the end. I can't be mad over something that's been done in the past; I can't change it. I can only change what's in the future; and how I can do that is by doing it here and now in the present.
I thought of that after I left my friend's place.
And now I'm here at home tired.
Well that's all I have for now. Really I would write some more but my brain just wants to lay down. Normally, I would take the time in writing and edit after but I felt like this needs to be written now before I forget; and it's kind of important.
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