I've been having very bad thoughts about myself for a couple of months now and I haven't dealt with this deep of an issue since I started my blog.
I have fallen down back to my dark thoughts and I need help.
I'm too afraid to tell in person to anyone I know right now, but I am sick and tired and stressed and scared of whats to come.
If you happen to read this and willing to hear my own thoughts please reach out to me. I would greatly appreciate it.
I'm going back to counselling which is long over due.
Please do not find this stupid or funny. My problems may not be as big as yours and I'm not trying to pose myself as a special person. It's just what I'm carrying with me is weighing me down and I don't know what to do except to cry.
I hate myself, and I feel stupid.
I'm probably going to delete this post in a couple of days because this is stupid.
