Justin Carmical, also known as JewWario, is a man who loved to talk about his favorite things. Imported video games and television shows from Japan, figurine models and cooking. He made tons videos discussing about them. Reviewing them and giving tips to his viewers if they ever get the chance to have their hands on the product he was talking about. Readers and viewers, such as I, enjoys his work and we well supported him. He loved doing what he do, and he loved his online supporters. He called us friends and family; and he felt very blessed.
January 23, 2014, Justin took his own life.
No one knew that he was carrying something so heavy within him. To his close friends, whenever they see him, he's always a colourful jolly guy; always putting a smile on peoples faces. They have said that he's always there to cheer up someone whenever they're down. I'm not close to him at all, but I felt his cheerful energy whenever I watch his videos; and I've learned so much from him.
I don't know much about him and I can't say much either but, I stumbled upon a video that the team of That Guy With The Glasses made; it's a series of all the fun clips of Justin. The one clip that caught my attention though was the last one. It's a vlog of Justin talking to his viewers like as if it's a one on one conversation. What he talked about, was about not calling yourself stupid and about caring.
After watching the video, I ended up in tears. I cried for multiple reasons. I cried cause he's now gone, I cried cause I thought of committing the same thing that Justin shouldn't have, and I cried because of his message. His message is something I've heard of multiple times but I keep on making the same mistakes. It's time for me to stop making those mistakes and actually listen.
Justin, thank you for your kind words, I will keep them close to me. I will keep all the same message that everyone has said to me close.
May you rest in peace JewWario
"You're not stupid. You're not an idiot. Don't ever tell yourself that you are. And if nobody else ever tells you this, I will tell you this, I care about you."
- Justin Carmical
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